so I've suddenly discovered this craze for blogging...not becoz its supposedly the "in" thing nowadays or sm latest fad..nor becoz everyone seems to be blogging dese days ..n certainly not becoz "ye cool hai yaar" *giggles*..but for the simple reason dat it actually lets me express myself..me n my random thoughts(yeah..as my blog title suggests).its not my disposition to sit idle..though i love it much (i mean lazying around 24x7..sleeping n um mm...sleeping some more) *winks* ..i belong to a more fidgeting...restless species..yearning forever for a change..some activity which requires more of me than just sitting ,ogling at the computer screen..my fingers hovering on the keyboard answering the same dreary questions n asking them back.something wich has become my usual routine nowadays..or becomes so in almost all the breaks that come my way..my brain..something my friends assert,i seldom use,is craving
for something wich would require it to wake up from a deep slumber[m talking of its current state dat is *grins*]
and so here i am filling up this write up with all the crap that is presently bombarding my mind..n yeah i know its really idiotic.but dis is wat i blog for!to vent all my frustration(i know dis is going to elicit grins from a few of my friends!!),to put at rest my mind,to express myself in any way i like without the fear..or should i say concern of being criticized or scrutinized under the microscope,n most importantly to put an end to my usual tirade about my boring life..about having nothing to do wich had truly driven my friends crazy *sighs*. so as one of my friends have pointed out,blogging has at least proved useful in this regard!!
whewwwww.....it feels better now.... :D n i cn see that dis post is heading to be another one of those monotonous write ups..wich is so like my other posts(this is in itself, ironical, considering my aversion to monotony in any form) ..neway i had better stop here now i guess!!
Friday, January 18, 2008
Thursday, January 17, 2008
MIND UR OWN BUSINESS
it has occurred to me several times n never ceases to surprise me that people almost always seem to have a clear and perfect idea about others' lives.those who havent a notion as to where their own lives are heading..are ironically well aware of the exact manner in wich others..you or me shud lead ours!!!is it ,as we popularly call it "bhed-bakri pravriti"??? dats flowing with the current,doing as the world does without as much as stopping to spare a thought to it.it always leaves me wondering....
we r so unsure of our way of living dat v always hesitate to take the first step...to try out something new..see things in a different plane than that in wich they appear to be...do things wich might make sense to us but fail to meet social approval.sorry for my inability to express myself.being a science student i spend almost 3 of my 7 hours of college in a laboratory...provided with several chemicals n a set of protocols according to wich i have to perform my "experiment".mind u ...d procedures of the lab manual have to b followd carefully..to the smallest detail.the oxford's describes "experiment" as a scientific procedure carried out to make a discovery/a new course of action that you try out without being sure of its outcome.my question is that if we are being made to follow d same procedure again and again....then wat kind of "experiment" are WE performing????does this make sense??why do my professors have to scream out at me wen i err....deviate a wee *winks*bit frm my object...*grins*.life's so unfair!!
that was, i guess a terrible digression from the topic..*sigh* but these are just a few things that keep zooming in and out of my mind.n i had to vent it somewhere!from a very early age we're told or rather taught to use our own discretion..follow our heart and mind...but paradoxically..as soon as a person actually sets out to do so...the same people forbid him to do nething out of ordinary!!he is then forced to "do as the others have done".why these double standards???the greatest men on this earth wer ridiculed in their time....why does it always have to be like dis??i'v never known..never understood.probably i never will....but i would love too.
i am an individual in my own right..i have the sense and sensibility to take my own deciisions whether they are right or wrong.its upto me to mould my life the way i want to.i am responsible for my own decisions...my life.i should have no cause to regret my decisions later on..at least not in d way of blaming someone else for them.i haven't given the right to every tom,dick and harry to take my decisions fer me.to check me every time i do something wich might not be right..to tell me dat i am wrong.if i pursue my goals d way i wish to...i might not be d winner but i would be a happier person..more at peace with myself.n i like it dat way.it may not be very good...but it wud surely be the best for me.
man is a social animal..agreed!!but only if people kept to themselves,minded their own business n interfered minimally with what the rest of the world was doingif only they spend their valuable time on their lives...n not be busy controlling mine.....well...world would be a much happier place indeeed!!!
we r so unsure of our way of living dat v always hesitate to take the first step...to try out something new..see things in a different plane than that in wich they appear to be...do things wich might make sense to us but fail to meet social approval.sorry for my inability to express myself.being a science student i spend almost 3 of my 7 hours of college in a laboratory...provided with several chemicals n a set of protocols according to wich i have to perform my "experiment".mind u ...d procedures of the lab manual have to b followd carefully..to the smallest detail.the oxford's describes "experiment" as a scientific procedure carried out to make a discovery/a new course of action that you try out without being sure of its outcome.my question is that if we are being made to follow d same procedure again and again....then wat kind of "experiment" are WE performing????does this make sense??why do my professors have to scream out at me wen i err....deviate a wee *winks*bit frm my object...*grins*.life's so unfair!!
that was, i guess a terrible digression from the topic..*sigh* but these are just a few things that keep zooming in and out of my mind.n i had to vent it somewhere!from a very early age we're told or rather taught to use our own discretion..follow our heart and mind...but paradoxically..as soon as a person actually sets out to do so...the same people forbid him to do nething out of ordinary!!he is then forced to "do as the others have done".why these double standards???the greatest men on this earth wer ridiculed in their time....why does it always have to be like dis??i'v never known..never understood.probably i never will....but i would love too.
i am an individual in my own right..i have the sense and sensibility to take my own deciisions whether they are right or wrong.its upto me to mould my life the way i want to.i am responsible for my own decisions...my life.i should have no cause to regret my decisions later on..at least not in d way of blaming someone else for them.i haven't given the right to every tom,dick and harry to take my decisions fer me.to check me every time i do something wich might not be right..to tell me dat i am wrong.if i pursue my goals d way i wish to...i might not be d winner but i would be a happier person..more at peace with myself.n i like it dat way.it may not be very good...but it wud surely be the best for me.
man is a social animal..agreed!!but only if people kept to themselves,minded their own business n interfered minimally with what the rest of the world was doingif only they spend their valuable time on their lives...n not be busy controlling mine.....well...world would be a much happier place indeeed!!!
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